aquasilvercj's Diaryland Diary

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stupid LJ won't let me update ROAR

[my name is]: Cj
[in the morning i am]: unintelligable and groggy, w00t
[all i need is]: hm. I need a lot of things
[if i had one wish it would be]: to be able to make everyone happy
[love is]: undefinable
[if i could see one person right now]: Lincoln
[im afraid of]: being hated by the ones I love
[i dream about]: many strange things

have you ever...

[been in love]: yes
[cried when someone died]: yes
[drank alcohol]: yes
[lied]: yes

which is better?

[coke or pepsi]: Coke
[flowers or candy]: flowers ^_^
[scruff or clean shaven]: clean
[tall or short]: short, which equals just a li'l taller than me, like 5'9"

with the opposite sex..

[what do u notice first?]: If they're smiling or not. After that, their eyes
[last person u slow danced with]: ... I don't even know

who?

[makes u laugh the most?]: hmm... tough. Lincoln, probably
[makes u smile?] my good friends
[has a crush on u?]: I don't think anyone has a "crush" on me. If someone does, they've not said a word (except for Josh and he wasn't serious)
[can make u feel better no matter what]: hmm... Laura can most of the time, but no one can ALL of the time. Perhaps my mother
[easier to talk to: boys or girls?]: boys

do you...

[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to im u?]: Sometimes, when I'm too bored to do anything. Not as of late though as he has no internet
[save aol/aim conversations]: I used to a ton. I haven't saved any in a long time
[save e-mails]: Inbox: 12. In regards to internet conversations, I write down things I consider important in my notebook, then delete them on the 'puter
[wish u were a member of the opposite sex]: no. freak

have you...

[cried because of someone saying something to u]: a few times, I guess
[fallen for ur best friend]: no
[been rejected]: never, since I never take the initiative XD
[rejected someone]: yes
[used someone]: God I hope not
[been cheated on]: see above. I don't think so, though
[done something u regret]: hm... more like, I haven't done things, and I've regretted that

last person...

[u talked to]: in person? my mother
[u hugged]: Lincoln
[u instant messaged]: Ashley
[u laughed with]: my family

have you/do you/are you...

[color ur hair]: I don't
[ever get off the damn computer]: shit no
[habla espanol]: sí, estoy en la clase de español en RCTC... recibo una nota de "a" porque la clase es demasiado facil
[smoke]: occasionally
[obsessive]: occasionally, more than I smoke (still not that often enough)
[could u live without the computer?]: yes, it would be a great inconvenience though
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?]: 161, and on the Best Buddies list I have 29
[whats ur favorite food?]: oh gosh... this is really hard. I don't know! I love fruit
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: pineapple, or pears, or apples, or watermelon, or cherries, or grapes. I love fruit
[drink alcohol?]: This was already a question
[like watching sunrises or sunsets]: Sunsets. Sunrises come way too early, but they are very pretty
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: I've never had enough of either to really tell. I'd imagine physical would hurt more in the short term, but if someone like... killed your family... that would hurt way more in the long term.
[trust others way too easily?]: yes
[i want]: happiness
[i wish]: I have a lot of wishes
[i love]: Lincoln, Laura, Sydney, I may be forgetting someone but those three are the strongest as of late ^_^ =P
[i miss]: many
[i fear]: not knowing
[i hear]: Ricky Martin, shiiiiit
[i wonder]: why isn't my friend okay
[how do u know its love?]: I don't know, you just feel it when you look at the person

11:12 p.m. - October 27, 2004

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